lyrics
Losing sleep, losing time.
I lift my head and watch the sun rise.
The sun's rays feel cold to my skin
reassuring myself today won't be the same again.
Distracting myself from the positive in life
It gives me comfort and I'm not sure why
Please give me what I need,
these eyes hold more than my regrets.
I feel comfort with the blinds sown shut.
The sunlight now gives me such anxiety.
I just want to feel young again, with no worries from this world.
Some people sleep, some people cry
I try to hold this pain inside.
Saying today won't be the same again
Some people sleep, some people cry
I hold this pain inside.
To tear and replenish my old skin.
Constant grief, you called me a liar.
Losing myself, I never desired.
How can you say you have nothing to fear,
When you have no faith within yourself?
The smallest things bring me deep in this ground
I just want to be me again!
Please, God, let me sleep.
Please, God, let me sleep.
Please, God, let me sleep.
Please, God, let me sleep.
I just want to feel normal again.
Sick of all these broken mirrors cutting at my flesh.
All I see in their reflection is myself
Yet these mental images only show me strangers.
I just want to feel normal again.
I just want to feel normal again.
Sick of all these broken mirrors cutting at my flesh.
All I see in their reflection is myself.
This isn't who I am.
This isn't who I want to be.
This isn't who I am.
This isn't who I am.
This isn't who I want to be.
This isn't who I am.
Please, God, let me sleep.
Please, God, let me sleep.
Please, God, let me sleep.
Please, God, let me sleep.
credits
released October 9, 2015
Lyrics written by Lane Anderson.
Production by James Lott, Josiah Lair, & Lane Anderson.
Recording/Mixing/Mastering by James Lott.
Drums by Christopher Lott.
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